I Tried To Find Myself

I tried to find myself
I tried to burn myself
I left everything which was important to me
was it my family, friends or enemy

Every second I could feel the pain
you won't understand what I could gain
I wanted to burn myself
I wanted to find myself

But now I do miss all the good times
all the laughs and all the smiles
I know I'll get all of you back
but I won't b able to find myself after that

Today I don't feel any hesitations to cry out loud
I’m just leaving myself dead tonight
u won't find the same person ever
the one who wanted to know himself is lost forever

You won't see me sad again
do not think I’m insane
I just lost someone who was dear to me
it wasn't u but it was me

I wish I knew the end
I could have always pretend
that I never felt offend
as u r my best-friend